peachy day...not!!! >> a really depressing topic <<

warning...if your day's been peachy and you don't want to feel a little down...don't read this!!!!!!

do the bloody challenge!! i want to see what you guys think!

so i was having an absolute peachy day :angel: today, the suns shining and its not to hot yet, i am outside talking to some friends and my new gf :grin: so i am sitting outside with my phone doing online summer school classes, because i really need the credit,
anyway.......
so i am all happy and then i start reading about this days unit, suicide prevention.
what a total happy thought ruiner
see, i don't consider myself emo but sometimes i do think, well you know.
so i am not think about jumping off an overpass (no bridges here) right now, but its really depressing know that i know that 1 out of 4 people i see tonight will have really though about eating it.
and 1 out of 20 people will of had a friend that has actually committed suicide.
depressing ant it? just think about it, you in a packed movie theater for the opening of the hulk, theres probably 200+ ppl in there with you, 1 out of 30 some will of tried to kill themselves and have either been talked out of it, or jumped off a 10 story building and landed on a 9 story building.
now see i am not here to say NO! don't, (well ok, don't) i was actually writing this because i was a little depressed and wanted something to keep my mind off boredom, because thats when i dream up my crazy ideas/projects, but tonight, i cant keep my mind off one topic, how many lives would it change if someone died? alot i think, in fact ill list all the things i do that impact other ppl:
the amp corp would get 1.00 dollar less a day
someone else would live in my home (dump)
according to myspace, there would be 7 ppl with out a friend, and one less person would have a hero
there would of never been "the day of emo pancakes"
there would be one less kid who put a paper bag on his head and lit it on fire
there would be one less person harrasing the ppl of az
one less kid with a fading English/Scottish ascent
a hell of a lot of birds would still be alive (lock and load)
there would be no one who started a thread with the word peachy
and so on.

so to sum up everything, just shoot me a comment on if you agree or disagree about:
does subside prevention speeches and papers really make an impact?
does it make people think about suicide when they may not of (give ppl the idea)?

THE CHALLENGE:
WRITE A LIST OF THE STUFF THAT WOULDN'T OF HAPPENED IF YOU HADN'T DONE THEM, JUST LIKE I DID.