The following text that i am writing, includes private content of my reallife. If you dont want to read this, you dont have to. And i dont bother about bad replies i just have to get some emotions off.
Heres my story:
Im 15 years old. I live in Germany with my parents. Im going to school every day like a normal kid does. My parents often fight, i mean verbal, they dont punch each other or hit each other. So if i say "fight/fighting" i mean verbal fights. Just words would everybody say. But not just words for me. I will tell you about yesterday.
I woke up at 120. Played some WoW with my friends sittin in Teamspeak and stuff. Then i hear my father screamin at my mother. Stuff like about the air is out of the marriage and so. They did this many times and i didnt mind because in the evening or in the afternoon all was forgotten and they were good again. But this time i dont know. One time i ran away from home to get some fresh air i was away a couple hours. It was a very strong verbal fight, my mother almost cried. They said things about divorcing and stuff like that. I can never think what to do if they would really divorce. I love both of em. Sometimes i really think about: "Maybe this is all because of me...maybe i shouldnt be here" Is it my fault?
I just can take this "silence" in our house. Something is in the air. I jsut feel it somethings wrong. They didnt speak all day long...
Feel free to write something inhere, you can write what ever you want. Maybe you have a same problem like me.