Okay, I need some help with this type of stuff. I have read alot of articles, and alot of topics on a few forums, and I have came to conclusion that these two are related. Now here's my question .. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG !?!?!?!
Here's a short read.
The past few weeks, I have been going through a lot. I wont get personal, but those of you who have me on facebook, you might know. After reading about lucid dreaming and stuff on here, I was trying it out. I had a successful lucid dream, but only that one time. I was amazed that I was able to literally be looking at something, turn 180 degrees to see behind me, then turn back around to complete the 360 degree turn, and I was in a new area. It blew my mind.
So now here's the interesting part. Here's what happened this night (before I even knew about sleep paralysis.) One night, I woke up from the feeling of having to go to the bathroom. I awakened, my eyes were still closed. Within 2 seconds of becoming aware I was now awake, I opened my eyes. The MOMENT my eyes flung open, I saw this black figure just chillin over my bed, leaning over me. INSTANTLY I had fear shooting my entire body. I could feel this energy, this dread, flowing through me. I threw the covers over my head, flopped on my side, entered the fetal position, and lay there while I could my soul being forcefully sucked out of me. I blacked out the rest of the night, woke up normally and figured it must have been a dream. That morning, I wrote down what happened in my sketch book because it was SO real and the most terrifying experience of my life. Later that day, I talked to my friend because a few months ago he was talking about how he saw his demon.
Now, okay, I am not religious. When I first heard of him talking about a demon, I was thinking to myself "K, son, youre high, put down the weed and call it a day." However, this night made me start to realise there is so much we can not percieve while in our normal 3-dimensional bodies, and that the universe theory of having 8dimensions now makes sense. I dont think this was a demon that was leaning over me, but I do think it was apart of different dimension, or what I now call "The Spirit Realm" since I have seen this realm a numerous of times now.
Anyways, What I am asking, is when this feeling of energy pulsates your body .. what do you do ? Usually I lay there, in fear, until whatever it is that is pushing me into my bed, stops.
I heard that this is called, "The Vibrational State." But the fact remains that I cant get past this stage. I dont like being in bed laying in fear. Any help is greatly appreciated.
Side-note: Incase you missed it .. my first time I had this, I was able to move my entire body .. I was able to pull the covers over my body like a frightened little kid, and I was able to move into the fetal position and cry ... I thought paralysis means you cant move ?